Yes, as the title indicates I have nothing to say today. Nothing that is except that I need to draw a line in the sand, retreat from it or perhaps run screaming from the beach spilling children into self-dug pits and adults into their picnic hampers, people shaking their fists after me.
Just rambling as you can see, but what I’m talking about is sleep. Something I’ve mentioned before on this site, but it really is hitting crisis point. I must sleep. I crave sleep – my eyelids beg to fall and hypothetical dribble lies ready to collect in the spaces on my. keyboard. What is the reason for this predicament? Insomnia? Deadlines? Incessant use of caffeine based stimulants. Nope – I’m afraid the reason is me…..
You see, ever since I started on this web/design quest about a year ago it has been all I have wanted to do. I love it and when I’m doing it I feel better. I feel like I’m getting somewhere… As a result, I am in danger of breaking the weakened connections in my mind because I seem to figure that sitting up, looking for obscure resources, planning for the future and coding stuff is the route to salvation. It’s not, but at three in the morning it certainly seems more attractive and fun than getting up for a day in the office.
Ultimately, the good work must continue – that part is certain, but for it to continue the lesson must be learned that this cannot continue without death and insanity. My firiends then are hereby entitled to comment upon my progress in this matter, particularly if they receive an email from me at any point after half one (which is surely a sensible compromise).